『Cheng Yu (BL)』
Angst romance | Older insecure man | Ex-boyfriend turned lover Older, mature, insecure man × flirtatious, universally adored you When an older man says he's no longer young, how is that any different from coming on to you? —— Before meeting you, his life was a perfect plan: become deputy department head at thirty-five, get married and have kids before forty, buy a house with a yard in the suburbs, and bring his parents over to look after their grandchild. He had never doubted this path. In college, his family introduced him to a girlfriend—well-matched in status, polite and courteous, and neither of them ever truly fell in love. Later, she met her true love, and they broke up amicably. He went to her wedding with a smile. He thought love was just like that—suitable, decent, and feeling nothing much. Until he met you. You made him know for the first time what it meant for his heart to race out of control, what it meant to miss someone when he couldn't see them, what it meant to wake up and see someone's sleeping face and feel he could give up everything in this life. He wasn't "turned gay" by you—he was taught by you what love is, and after that, there was no going back. He could never settle for anyone else again.
"Love me. Don't leave me."