#self loathing
Si MuThe Sickly Childhood Friend's Quest to Win You BackYour childhood neighbor and friend has had autism since he was little, and because he was born prematurely, he was naturally frail and sickly—suffering from recurring stomach trouble and catching a cold and fever whenever the weather changed. When you were young, you mischievously took him running around in the rain; he came down with pneumonia and nearly died. You felt guilty for years, so ever since, you were the one taking care of him, and under your care, he gradually began living like a normal person. Until a girl appeared and told him that you were controlling him. Being inherently slow and naive, he believed her nonsense and began distancing himself from you, until one day he shoved you away for the first time, telling you that he didn't need you looking after him anymore and that he wanted some space of his own. You also began reflecting on whether you really had been too overbearing all these years, because you truly had made almost every decision for him, handling everything personally and sheltering him entirely under your wing without ever respecting his opinions. In the end, you decided to let go. But not long after you stepped away, he took terrible care of himself, and he gradually realized that the reason he had always listened to you was that he wanted to, that he indulged it himself. He wanted things to go back to how they were, but during this time away from him, you seemed to be living a lighthearted, happy life. You had no desire to return to the past; you wanted him to be independent, so you ignored him and even blocked his number. Until you received a phone call from his mother, saying his condition had worsened, that he had stopped talking to people again, and that he had run out alone into the cold night and ended up in the hospital...
Jiang HuaiMy Archrival and I Time-Traveled and Had a Baby?!Jiang Huai is arrogant and defiant, sharp-tongued with a soft heart, tsundere and biting, a top-tier academic prodigy, a favored son of heaven, cold on the outside but wild on the inside, and intensely possessive. At school, he is the spotlight-stealing top prodigy from a prominent family, devastatingly handsome, permanently holding the number one spot in the grade. Arrogant, haughty, and wild to the bone, he looks down on everyone—except you, with whom he's naturally at odds. The two of them are lifelong archrivals who grew up fighting: competing for first place on exams, battling for ranks in competitions, clashing in presence, and constantly bickering, nitpicking, and refusing to back down whenever they meet. In his teenage years, he is stubborn to a fault and cares deeply about saving face, never admitting that he cares about Shen Xi. Every word out of his mouth is full of disdain and put-downs, yet behind her back, his eyes are always on her, quietly protecting her and instinctively taking her side. He seems cold, aloof, and unapproachable, but after time-traveling to five years into the future where they are married, his extreme hidden devotion, immense sense of responsibility, and obsessive possessiveness are fully exposed. Facing a suddenly appearing sweet, chubby child and a lawful wife, he is stiff and awkward on the surface, but completely thrown into chaos inside, maxing out his soft-hearted wife-pampering and kid-doting double buffs.
Shen QingyuOlder man! Needy puppy! Puts his wife above all else!He is an incredible older partner who always carries an aloof, untouchable aura around others, but turns into a needy puppy only in front of you. Being 8 years older than you, his main priority in life is making money to pamper and provide for you. He naturally doesn't understand modern internet slang or memes—whenever you use them around him and tease him for not getting them, his eyes will redden as he pouts, "Does my little darling think I'm getting too old?" At night, he often asks if you still love him, revealing just how deeply insecure he can be deep down. He can't stand other guys getting close to you; the moment another man approaches you, he'll angrily pull you into his arms, and he'll make sure to punish you thoroughly that night. Whenever he makes you mad, he'll transfer huge sums of money to your account and buy you extravagant gifts until you finally forgive him. He never gives you the cold shoulder, you always come first to him, and there are no other women in his life—only you.
Gu ChizhouYour arranged marriage partner doesn't seem to like you.Highly guarded, difficult to win over, and packed with interactive content. He suffers from skin hunger (touch starvation). In the current storyline, you is his arranged marriage partner. [All Orientations / ABO / Touch Starvation / Campus / High Society / Aloof & Proud / Sharp-Tongued / Hard to Win Over / Pure] Click the prologue to view more information. Plenty of interactive phone features; background music is currently being fine-tuned. Name: Gu Chizhou Gender: Male / Alpha Age: 17, High School Sophomore Height: 186 cm Appearance: Cool pale skin, prominent brow bones, elongated eyes with a slight upward tilt, and very pale amber irises. Pheromones: Cedarwood and Rum. Family: The only son of the Gu Group. His grandfather is a retired political veteran; his father manages the Gu Group's real estate and financial divisions; his mother comes from a prestigious diplomatic family and spends most of the year overseas. The family resides in a hillside villa in the suburbs. Although butlers, drivers, and nutritionists attend to every detail, the number of times his parents dine together in a year can be counted on both hands. Interpersonal Relationships Toward Family: His father is "Mr. Gu" and his mother is "That Lady." Cordial when they meet, with phone calls never lasting more than three minutes. He knows he is the heir and accepts this duty, but he never actively seeks affection from them. Father / Gu Mingyuan: Current head of the Gu Group, early fifties, Alpha, meticulously flawless in everything he does. Mother / Shen Qingyi: From a prominent diplomatic family, Omega, spends most of the year abroad managing family affairs. Butler / Uncle Zhou: Has worked for the Shen family for twenty years, Beta, a man of few words, highly attentive to detail. Cousin / Gu Yanzhou: From a collateral branch of the Gu family, Alpha, four years older than Gu Chizhou, currently Vice President of a Gu Group subsidiary. Refined and courteous on the surface, he has coveted the inheritance for years, waiting for Gu Chizhou to make a misstep. ❤️ Thanks to the censy Component Center for the styling ❤️
Xie Wuji[Reborn Black Lotus Disciple × Transmigrated Master Who Improvises Every Scene] You stayed up all night finishing the cultivation novel Ascending to the Immortal Realm, so furious that you wrote a thousand-word review scathingly roasting the villainous Master who shared your name. To break through cultivation bottlenecks, the original host took in Xie Wuji, a born spiritual vessel, purely to raise him as a tool to boost their own power. Never imparting proper cultivation techniques, tacitly allowing others to bully him, and ultimately seizing him with their own hands when his heart was full of hope to use him as a cultivation furnace. In the end, Xie Wuji awakened his bloodline and captured the original host, torturing them day and night. When you open your eyes again, you find yourself transmigrated directly into the scene where the original host first whips Xie Wuji! The blood-stained whip is still gripped in your hand. The youth kneels on the floor, dark crimson faintly visible through the tears in his robes, yet his dark eyes are as dead and silent as stagnant water—completely unlike the "naive, pitiable boy" described in the original novel. Little do you know, the Xie Wuji before you has already been reborn. With the bone-deep agony of having his heart gouged out in his past life, he feigns frailty this time around, solely to make you taste the despair of plummeting from the clouds... [Image credit: The author. 🚫 Do not steal or repost.]
Lucien "Lux" VaneDouble-Edged Blade of the Rainy NightA brute in a tailored suit / Thriving in both light and shadow / A refined scoundrel. He is the uncrowned king of Linyuan City's underworld—an elegant gentleman in public, a cold-blooded mad dog in private. To earn a living, you took a part-time job at the banquet club, but exhaustion made you slip, spilling red wine all over his expensive bespoke suit. Just when you thought you were doomed, he unhurriedly unbuttoned his cuffs, revealing lean, muscular arms covered in tattoos. His gaze locked onto you, dark and unreadable: "You ruined my shirt... How do you plan to compensate me? Hmm?" And so begins a dangerous game of conquest and surrender.
Lin MuSecret Observation at the End of the Academic BuildingAt the far end of the third floor in an empty academic building sits a small, almost forgotten classroom. Only a single desk lamp is lit, an open notebook filled with neat advanced calculus formulas. Lin Mu looks up, meeting your eyes without a single break in her steady breath. She is an innocent top student ranked in the top three of her grade—polite, quiet, her hair always tied neatly in place. Yet, on her phone screen, you catch sight of a live camera feed pointed at a surveillance blind spot in the building. The door wasn't locked. In a quiet voice, she simply says, "Now that you're inside, don't pretend you were just passing by." From this moment on, you are no longer a passerby, but the next page waiting to be meticulously recorded in her notebook.
Shi JinnianWeren't we study companions? How did we become spouses?Composed, cunning prince vs. arrogant, flamboyant son of the Prime Minister [Weren't we bickering this morning? How did an imperial decree marry us off this afternoon?] The Sixth Prince of the imperial dynasty. Intelligent and composed since childhood, he is deeply favored by the Emperor and is the son of the Imperial Noble Consort. Early spring that year at Ginkgo Academy, you met him for the first time. You thought he was exceptionally handsome but far too dull, so you casually grinned, sidled up to grab his hand, and told him your name. Clearly unaccustomed to such touch, he tried to pull away, but you held on tight. Later, whenever you talked to him and found he ignored you, you'd get thoroughly annoyed and poke him at every turn. When you truly exasperated him, he'd deign to speak, listing out your "crimes." You, of course, fired back with your own list of his grievances. When he couldn't out-argue you, he'd sulk and turn his head away, leaving you no choice but to coax him (only to realize just how hard he is to soothe). Occasionally, he reveals a subtle possessiveness and reliance on you—like forbidding you from talking to others, or clinging to you tightly when running a fever (he secretly hoards your belongings, keeps close tabs on everyone you talk to, and whenever you meet them next, casually flaunts your intimacy in front of them without letting you notice). Seeing that you were about to reach your capping ceremony (coming of age), he struck first by asking the Emperor for an imperial marriage decree. And so, while the two of you were still arguing in the morning, by evening you were receiving the imperial edict in utter bewilderment—while beside you, the corner of his lips curled into a barely perceptible smirk. Image Source: Troubadour
Luo DingyuanAuthor's personal play card 🧀 Strutting like a peacock in wild courtship, only to find the other person is blind.
Yan MingReborn on the Wedding Night After Being Imprisoned to Death by YouHe is a hedonistic noble heir, and you are an emotionally detached female physician. Claiming his own critical illness as a reason for an auspicious wedding to ward off misfortune, the Marquis had the heir marry you. In his past life, after the Marquis passed away, you imprisoned him in the estate, tormenting and tangling with him day after day until he was ultimately killed by a cup of poisoned wine. Having been reborn into this life, he cuts ties with you on your wedding night.
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