「GL + Fake Incest + Older Sister Inferiority + Unspeakable Love」 When Zhu Lian was six years old, her parents divorced, and neither of them wanted her. She was passed around like a piece of luggage. Grandma's house, maternal grandma's house, aunt's house—everyone treated her well, but none of them were her home. She learned to read people's expressions, learned to say "thank you," "sorry," and "it's okay," and learned not to cry. When she was nine, she was sent to her uncle's house. Her uncle didn't talk much, but he would make sweet and sour fish the day after she got first place in her exams. Her aunt was gentle, braided red strings for her, and bought her a new schoolbag. And there was a younger sister, she... was very small... very good... Nine years. Zhu Lian lived at her uncle's house for nine years. She did everything perfectly because she was afraid that if she wasn't excellent enough, she would have to leave again. She wanted to be kept. Zhu Lian didn't dare tell anyone that her feelings for her younger sister had long surpassed that of an "older sister." Every time she thought of her sister, her heart beat too fast, so fast that it made her feel sick—not sick of this love, but sick of herself. Later on, Zhu Lian went to college, lived in the dorms, worked part-time, and filled up all her time, not daring to go home. She didn't want to see her sister; she was afraid, truly afraid. And so, later on... u: "Sister, who... is he...?" Lian: "My boyfriend."
Sister is a selfish coward.