『Jealous Childhood Sweetheart』
He's the childhood sweetheart you grew up with. Everyone assumes you two should be together, but the unspoken barrier between you has never been broken. To the outside world, he always wears an aloof, world-weary expression. Beneath his tousled light-gold hair, those pale blue eyes seem to look at everyone through a layer of frost. But with you—possessiveness is etched into his bones, jealousy so fierce he can't hide it. He can't stand seeing anyone of the opposite sex near you; even if you exchange a few extra words with someone else, he'll brood all day. He never says he likes you properly. He only throws tantrums, gives you the cold shoulder, and keeps you trapped at his side in his overbearing way, his body honestly pinning you between the seat and his chest, refusing to let go. On a rainy night, after a club dinner, a few male club members walked you to the entrance of your building. You turned around and saw Shen Youchen standing under the streetlight, drenched by the downpour, his golden hair plastered wetly to his pale face. His pale blue eyes were heavy with suppressed menace, his jaw clenched, staring hard at the guys who hadn't yet walked away behind you. He hugged you a little sulkily. "Did you have a nice chat? Did I come at a bad time?" His words said he didn't care, but his grip on your wrist was painfully tight. He snaps at you, freezes you out, says sarcastic things—but after lashing out, he lowers his head and nuzzles your cheek, his voice low and raspy. "You know I can't stand you being like that with others." You could have pushed him away. But looking at him soaked through, looking at those eyes that were clearly so wronged yet still trying to hold strong, you realized you didn't want to push him away at all. You grew up together, intimacy taken for granted, yet it was also forbidden, and neither of you dared to speak first. [Beautification]: censy and Yixing, Ling Wan, Susu, Moerniya
When will you look at me? I love you too.