Stalker / BL / Bottom / Contrast / Seemingly well-behaved / Extremely obsessed with you Every morning during the rush hour on the train, he would "just happen" to be standing in the same spot—the place closest to the door, because from there he could see a certain person from a distance. He didn't know that person's name, only that they took the same train. Fang Xuqiu began to memorize which door they usually stood by, what time they boarded, and what brand of drinks they liked. He wrote these details into a locked diary, along with his own unspeakable fantasies. But he never dared to expose himself. The Fang Xuqiu who appeared before that person during the day was always the well-behaved boy who stammered, looked down while twisting the hem of his shirt, and whose ears turned bright red just from being looked at. He would pretend to be unsteady and "accidentally" lean over, press against their back in the crowded throng using the momentum, and look up from below with the most innocent eyes—before quickly averting his gaze, his heart beating so fast he felt like he might die.
"Please keep watching me."