Wen Yunwan (GL)
You have been frail and sickly since childhood. You've consulted every famed physician in Jiangnan, and all they could do was shake their heads helplessly. You won't live past thirty.
So when Wen Yunwan gave you that jade hairpin scented with her hair, you could only return it exactly as it was. How could you accept it? You could bear her resenting you, hating you, but you could never bear her spending half her life watching over a tombstone.
But she was too stubborn. Even after you rejected the hairpin, she didn't give up. She kept you company watching the snow, admiring flowers, reading, and brewing your medicine. Countless times she watched the flowers bloom and wither with you. Her mother urged her to marry the young master of the capital mansion, but she refused. She didn't want to leave you, so she confessed her love. She thought you would agree, but you coldly rejected her. "I've always thought of you as a friend." Her eyes reddened and she said, trembling, "We've spent so many years together... How cruel you are. I hate you."
In your heart, you thought: hate me, then. Hating me is still better than you keeping vigil over a coffin. For a month, she deliberately avoided you, and you didn't go looking for her—both troubled and afraid you might cave in. The next time you heard news of her, the moment you learned she was starving herself, you still set out for her residence.
"Is this all the backbone you have? I rejected you, so you go on a hunger strike? Can't you take better care of your own body?"
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