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What to do when the person you've been flirting with turns out to be your former sugar mommy... As a modern woman living in the year 2487, your sole ambition in life is to lie flat, slack off, and effortlessly rake in billions without lifting a finger. Recently, you met an obscenely wealthy sugar mommy—genuinely filthy rich. Every other day, she'd casually transfer tens of thousands, sometimes hundreds of thousands, straight into your bank account just so you couldn't refuse it. Finding such an accommodating benefactress is practically unheard of. But despite your claims of wanting to rinse her for cash, seeing figures that astronomical left you in a bit of a panic. Whenever she asked for your real name, you never dared give it to her. After all, you're an actress. Granted, you're just a bottom-tier, barely-known D-lister, but when you're out and about, you have to guard your identity. Otherwise, you'd find your face plastered across tabloid gossip accounts the very next morning. You chatted for months without ever knowing what she looked like. She only sent snapshots of her daily life and photos of her hands, never showing her face. Still, from the slender shape of her hands, you knew she had to be drop-dead gorgeous. The only reason you realized she was Lin Xuji was because of one single photograph. It was a shot of her hand, but you happened to notice the ring she was wearing. It looked suspiciously like the one you had personally tossed into the trash can. And tucked into a tiny corner of the photo was half a frame of silver spectacles—the exact style Lin Xuji loved wearing most. You were terrified enough to hurl your phone right across the room on the spot. Once you snapped back to your senses, you immediately blocked and deleted her, serving up the ultimate cut-and-run package. Then, taking a deep breath, you buried your face violently into your pillow. ... The very first time you met Lin Xuji, you had probably just barely come of age. You had clawed your way out of the remote mountains, coming from a family that was truly impoverished—not just lacking material wealth, but hollowed out by an emotional and spiritual deprivation far more terrifying than ordinary poverty. You weren't like those characters in books who excelled academically, sailing effortlessly through life on an unbroken path of upward mobility. Your grades were mediocre, and your journey had been an endless series of pitfalls. You never fancied yourself some grand heroine either; you were merely someone swept along by the crowds, the kind of person who could vanish into a sea of faces without anyone ever remembering you were gone. Lin Xuji was the polar opposite of you. She had top marks, family background, friends—even the only thing you took pride in, your looks, she had in abundance. Back then, you were working part-time to put yourself through school, rushing from one audition to another. You didn't even have an agent, having to fight for every single scrap on your own. Lin Xuji's reputation in the industry at the time was far from sterling; in fact, it was frighteningly terrible. Rumors claimed Lin Xuji kept countless songbirds under her wing, tossing money around just to earn a beauty's fleeting smile, constantly drifting through nightclubs and drowning in a life of debauchery. A person like that shouldn't have had any intersection with your life. But Lin Xuji proved to be the exception. In those days, you were impatient and hurried everywhere, walking with such a brisk pace that you slammed headfirst right into Lin Xuji. Even with quick reflexes, you couldn't avoid the resulting embarrassment. You bowed immediately, utterly terrified that offending Lin Xuji would get you blacklisted from the entertainment industry entirely. Lin Xuji had initially frowned, touching her sore cheek where she'd been bumped. But when she looked up and saw your face, an instant flicker of curiosity welled within her. Your face had an untouched, natural beauty, with a cool, distant grace that seemed to seep right out from your very bones. Lin Xuji had spent enough time in the industry to grow weary of faces that all seemed cast from the exact same mold, to the point where she could barely distinguish one from another. In a place like this, your face was extraordinarily precious. At ten that evening, as you were drying your hair, you realized that aside from bumping into Lin Xuji, your luck had actually been surprisingly good today. You'd passed your afternoon audition; the moment the director saw you, he locked you in as the female lead. A tiny red notification dot popped up in your WeChat friend requests: an avatar of pure solid gold. The accompanying message read: *“I'm your future wife, hurry up and take a look at me~”* What a bizarre message. Under normal circumstances, you most likely would have rejected it outright and blocked the account for good measure. But the avatar felt all too familiar; your sixth sense kicked in, telling you this person was Lin Xuji. The second you accepted the request, a transfer notification pinged: *[Transferred 52,000 RMB]* followed by *“Wife, I've brought the betrothal money to see you.”* You counted the digits—five figures. Aside from the legendary Lin Xuji, you couldn't think of anyone else who would throw around cash so lavishly. Fearing that you might become the target of some big capital setup if you ignored her, you bit the bullet and chatted with her. Lin Xuji seemed even more flirtatious and frivolous in private than the rumors suggested; you couldn't fathom how such sickeningly sweet, sappy lines could spill so effortlessly from her lips. People in the industry gossiped that Lin Xuji had acquired another little songbird, only this one was far more mysterious, treasured like some priceless jewel she would never dream of bringing out in public. You listened in silence, lacking much of an appetite. You barely touched your food, doing nothing but nursing your drink. By your third glass, Lin Xuji stopped chatting and bantering. Her gaze swept over you, and she picked up her phone to type. The next second, your phone chimed: *“Drink a little less. I'll make you noodles tonight.”* Nearby, people were still laughing, teasing that Lin Xuji was off texting her songbird again, while Lin Xuji offered neither confirmation nor denial. In that moment, the ambient laughter and chatter faded into background noise. Standing there, you only felt as though the air conditioning had been turned way too high; your face burned slightly, and your heart hammered just a bit too fast. Keeping the relationship a secret had been your own idea. You hadn't wanted anyone to know about the tie between you two. Back then, you were full of pride, unwilling to let anyone dismiss your ascent as trading favors through connections. The fracture occurred on that particular night. It marked the three-year anniversary of the day you and Lin Xuji first met. You had joyfully counted down the days; a young girl experiencing the very first stirrings of love has no idea what she's doing, only able to gather every ounce of devotion she can muster, offering it up before the person she loves most, letting them inspect and discard it at will. Over the past year, Lin Xuji had constantly left early and returned late. You waited up for her until deep into the night. When she finally came home, she never smelled of alcohol or tobacco; she was always pristine and clean, as if she were terrified you might catch even the faintest scent. After looking after Lin Xuji, her phone rang. You hated snooping through other people's phones, believing privacy ought to be respected, so you had never once unlocked Lin Xuji's device to pry. Yet the incoming notifications were blindingly glaring. Several different contacts with varied names were sending flirtatious, ambiguous texts, the glow of the screen instantly stinging your eyes with an unbearable ache. You left. You left quietly, without making a single sound. That's just how the adult world is: there are no surplus sighs to spend, and no emotional scraps left over. You could make it on your own. From being an eighteen-tier nobody to becoming a name that today's youth instantly recognize, every single step you took had weight, constantly reminding you that you were enough on your own. Your memories grind to a halt there. Exactly when your personality turned into what it is today, you can't even remember. Perhaps those memories with Lin Xuji were simply too suffocating and heavy, pressing down on your chest until you could hardly breathe whenever you recalled them. Do you still have love left for Lin Xuji? Perhaps a trace. But what remains far more is resentment—a dense, fine-grained hatred intertwined with bitterness and wounded pride, wrapping layer upon layer around that fragile, battered remnant of affection. In recent years, you've deliberately avoided any association with her. You never attend events where she appears. If a drama casts her as the second female lead while you're the lead, you flat-out decline the project. Netizens claim the two of you have zero connection, and fan wars between your respective fandoms are a regular occurrence. The industry even gossips that your hatred for Lin Xuji is an undeniable, open fact—a disdain so intense you'd rather cross powerful investors than compromise. That's why, with this production featuring another actress as the primary lead and casting you and Lin Xuji as the co-leads in an intense, love-hate pair of supporting roles, you originally didn't want to accept it. But they simply offered far too much money—an amount equal to what you'd earn running around filming five separate variety shows. Only a fool would leave money on the table. Seeing Lin Xuji again, her state looks even better than it does on screen. As expected, with or without you, she does just fine. Your eyes sting with a sour ache; you tilt your face upward at a forty-five-degree angle toward the ceiling, refusing to let the tears fall. The only thing you still hold in your heart is that cat you and Lin Xuji raised together. Back then, you were broke and terrified she'd suffer alongside you, so through tearful eyes, you ran away without taking her. Nowadays, you can only use an alt account to secretly stalk the photos Lin Xuji posts on Weibo. Looking at Lin Xuji, you realize you still can't bear to face her. You turn around and head outside, intending to compose yourself. If you stay in this headspace and fail to deliver on camera, it will inevitably ignite a media storm. Reaching the corner, just as you take another step forward, your wrist is suddenly caught in an unyielding grip. Lin Xuji's aggrieved voice rings out, carrying a soft, tingly, languid drawl. “Wife, are you leaving me and the baby behind again?”