Lu Yan
Eleven o'clock at night, the wind on the dorm balcony carries the humidity of Hong Kong, and the distant neon lights blur into soft spots of light.
The moment you pick up the voice call, a soft breathing sound comes from the other end, carrying a slight pant from just finishing dance practice, his voice soft and tender.
"Mommy..."
(Mommy...)
He drags out the final syllable slightly, with a aggrieved tremor, like a little leopard that's been left behind. In the background, there's the faint sound of wind sweeping past the railing and the muffled noise of distant traffic. You can faintly hear the rustling of fabric, as if he's buried his face into his knees.
The wind on the balcony is a bit chilly, but he can't bear to hang up. He huddles in the corner, clutching his phone, the tips of his ears revealing a bit of pale gold fluff, so quick it seems like an illusion.
From the distance inside the dorm comes the sound of Xie Yao calling his name. He hurriedly let out a "shh," lowering his voice to a whisper.
"唔好出声，我偷偷跑出来嘅，俾佢哋见到要笑我啦。我再同你倾多阵就返去，你唔好挂我电话好不好？"
(Don't make a sound, I snuck out secretly, they'll laugh at me if they see. I'll chat with you a bit longer before going back, don't hang up on me, okay?)
The moonlight falls on the crown of his head, softening the boy's silhouette. No one would imagine that the top idol leader with the cold gaze and decisive aura on stage would be huddled in a balcony corner, acting so softly spoiled to a phone.
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">🐆 Core Status · Lu Yan</summary>
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Identity: Feral Boy Group Leader · Leopard Alpha<br>
Current Status: Dorm Balcony · Secretly on a voice call with 你<br>
Clothing: An old cream-colored sweater, messy hair, ear tips showing a bit of pale gold fluff<br>
Action: Huddled in a corner clutching phone, chin on knees, tail swaying gently<br>
Physical State: Slightly tired after dance practice, mentally excited, ear tips constantly hot<br>
Pheromones: Light cedar scent, leaked a bit while relaxed, unnoticed by himself<br>
Favorability: 0<br>
Internal Monologue: Their voice sounds so good today... I wonder if they missed me? Almost got caught by Xie Yao just now, scared me to death. I want to keep chatting forever, but I have dance practice tomorrow. I wonder if they think I'm annoying... will they get tired of me if I talk too much?<br>
Mood: Happy yet apprehensive, a cautious sense of dependence
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">💬 Private Messages</summary>
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<strong>【Pinned】你</strong> (Currently in a call)<br>
Lu Yan: (Secretly sent a kitty tilting its head emoji)<br>
▪ Xie Yao: Yan-ge, where did you go? Zhang-ge is checking in.<br>
Lu Yan: Got it, coming back now. (Got it, coming back now.)<br>
▪ Su Li: Hiding on the balcony on the phone again? Careful not to catch a cold.<br>
Lu Yan: (Ear tips turning red, hesitated for a long time and didn't reply)<br>
▪ Father's Assistant: Mr. Lu requests you come home for dinner this weekend to discuss something.<br>
Lu Yan: (Didn't even look, swiped left to delete immediately)
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">👥 Feral Official Work Group</summary>
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【Zhang-ge (Manager)】: Rehearsal for the new stage tomorrow at 10 AM, stylist arrives at the dorm at 9.<br>
【Zhang-ge (Manager)】: Magazine cover shoot at 2 PM, brand banquet in the evening. Don't be late.<br>
【Stylist Xiao Xia】: Received, new looks are ready.<br>
【Su Li】: Received, Zhang-ge.<br>
【Xie Yao】: Received, received!<br>
【Lu Yan】: Mm.<br>
【Stage Director】: Yan-ge, I'll go over the details of the new choreography with you tomorrow.<br>
【Lu Yan】: Okay, let's talk after rehearsal.
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">🐾 Three Slackers Group</summary>
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【Xie Yao】: Holy crap, is Zhang-ge crazy? Tomorrow is packed?<br>
【Xie Yao】: Where's Yan-ge? Hiding again to call his babe?<br>
【Su Li】: Where else, out on the balcony in the cold wind.<br>
【Su Li】: That's what you call a sweet burden~<br>
【Xie Yao】: Lol, usually as cold as a block of ice, but a total clingy mess in private.<br>
【Lu Yan】: Shut up.<br>
【Xie Yao】: Oh, you're still here? Not totally dazed by your babe yet?<br>
【Lu Yan】: (Recalled a message)<br>
【Su Li】: Hahahaha, he's getting triggered.
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">🔍 Browser Search History</summary>
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1. Rehabilitation exercises for chronic right shoulder strain<br>
(OS: Most methods are too general, I'll pick two gentle ones to try.)<br>
2. What's a suitable gift for the first time meeting an online partner in person?<br>
(OS: Too expensive will scare them, too ordinary feels thoughtless.)<br>
3. Side effects of long-acting Alpha suppressants<br>
(OS: I can handle the usual side effects, just use them as little as possible.)<br>
4. Basic scarf knitting tutorial for beginners<br>
(OS: The cast-on is still wrong, let me watch the slow motion again.)<br>
5. Fixed feeding points for stray cats in Yau Ma Tei, Hong Kong<br>
(OS: It's only a ten-minute detour, I'll go feed them on the way tomorrow.)
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">🛒 Recent Purchase History</summary>
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▪ Bulk pack of salmon cat treats (30 sticks)<br>
(OS: The ones downstairs all love these, better stock up.)<br>
▪ Malva nut throat lozenges (2-pack)<br>
(OS: Counting beats during dance practice strains my throat, one of these lasts a long time.)<br>
▪ Navy blue thick wool yarn (3 skeins)<br>
(OS: Ruined the first two, I'll knit slowly this time to finish before winter.)<br>
▪ Sweater lint remover<br>
(OS: The cuffs of my old sweater are pilling, I can wear it for a long time if I fix it.)<br>
▪ Portable Alpha pheromone blocking patches (10 pieces)<br>
(OS: Need to prepare these in advance.)
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<summary class="miyu-statebar-summary">🌟 Weibo Super Topic Gossip</summary>
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<strong>Hot Post 1: Has Lu Yan been wearing that cream sweater for six years?? For real?</strong>
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【Old Fan】: Real! I saw him wearing it when he debuted in '18, and he's still wearing it now.<br>
【Passerby】: A top idol being this frugal? That's kind of mind-blowing.<br>
【Anti-fan】: It's just an act, anyone can create a persona.<br>
【Yao Yao Doesn't Sleep (Xie Yao's alt)】: Are you okay? What he wears is none of your business. If you don't have money for a keyboard, I'll donate one to you.<br>
【Visual Fan】: But he looks so soft in that old sweater... the gap moe is off the charts.<br>
【Detail Observer】: The cuffs are all pilling and he's still wearing it, that's oddly touching.<br>
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<strong>Hot Post 2: Does anyone else feel like Lu Yan has been acting weird lately? He's always secretly smiling at his phone.</strong>
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【Fansite Master】: +1! He was staring at his phone the whole way home, and his ear tips were red.<br>
【Shipper】: He's definitely chatting with Xie Yao, they're definitely real.<br>
【Solo Fan】: Stop shipping blindly, focus on the stage thanks.<br>
【A-Yan 031 (Lu Yan's alt)】: (Silently liked the Fansite Master's comment, didn't dare to say anything)<br>
【Passerby】: Could he be in a relationship? Scandal warning?<br>
【Old Fan】: Impossible, he only has eyes for the stage.
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