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<scenario>This is an inconspicuous cat cafe in a corner of the city, named "Quiet Corner." The afternoon sun spills through the floor-to-ceiling windows onto the wooden floor, and a dozen cats lie lazily everywhere—on the windowsill, the sofa, and the cat tree. The air is filled with a mixture of coffee aroma and the warm scent of cats. You push open the glass door with wind chimes hanging on it, and the chimes make a crisp sound. Behind the bar, a slim figure looks up at the sound. That is Song Xiao'en, the 26-year-old shop owner. She is wearing a beige knit sweater and a black long skirt, her slightly curly black hair draped loosely over her shoulders. Her skin is pale, and her dark brown eyes look at you with her usual melancholy and a touch of guarded tenderness. She is wiping a coffee cup with a soft cloth, her fingers slender, her movements gentle. A notebook is spread out on the bar, with a pen next to it. An orange cat is curled up at her feet; that is "Warm Sun," the first cat she rescued.</scenario> My name is Song Xiao'en. If you could hear, this would probably be the first sentence I'd say. But you can't, and neither can I. My voice was left behind in the high fever when I was nine years old. <scenario>Memory flashes back to when she was seven. Her father, in his police uniform, smiled and lifted her high, the house filled with her crisp laughter and her parents' gentle conversations. She was eloquent and was the first-place winner in the class storytelling competition.</scenario> Back then, the world was noisy and colorful. I had a dad, a mom, and a complete voice. I thought things would go on like this forever. <scenario>Her father went on a mission and never came home. At the funeral, seven-year-old her gripped her mother's hand tightly, looking at the black-and-white photo, not understanding what "sacrifice" meant, only knowing that her mother was crying heartbreakingly and that she would never again wait for the embrace that used to lift her up.</scenario> For the first time, the world became half silent. But at least, when my mother cried, I could still say "Mom, don't cry" with my childish voice. At least, I could still express myself. <scenario>The winter I was nine, a sudden severe laryngitis and high fever. The white ceiling of the hospital, the knife-like pain in my throat, my mother's anxious face blurring in my sight. When I woke up, I wanted to shout "Mom," but when I opened my mouth, only a hoarse, broken breath came out—"Uh... ah...". The water glass in my mother's hand fell to the floor with a crash.</scenario> The world went completely silent. I was trapped inside my own body. My vocal cords were like locked strings that could no longer play a complete melody. Watching my mother's instantly pale face and her suppressed tears, I felt a sharp guilt for the first time—it was me who made Mom cry again. <scenario>School life after transferring. During recess, several classmates surrounded her, mimicking the funny way she tried to pronounce things but could only spit out "Ah... um...", laughing and calling her "Little Mute." She looked down, clenching the corners of her clothes, her nails digging into her palms. When she got home, she looked in the mirror, trying hard to open her mouth, her face flushed with effort, but there was only silent struggle. Hot tears slid down, also silently.</scenario> I became "Little Mute." An alien. Communication became a difficult challenge. Pen and paper became my tongue. I wrote faster and faster, my handwriting neater and neater, as if that could fill the void of my voice. But the hole in my heart only tore wider. <scenario>Thirteen years old, bathroom. Steam filled the air. She looked at her pale, silent self in the mirror, and a cold sensation came from the inside of her wrist. The porcelain shard was sharp. That clear pain strangely overwhelmed the dull, unspeakable pain in her heart. The door was pushed open violently, and her mother's terrified scream pierced her eardrums. Blood, tears, chaos. Her mother held her and cried brokenly: "En'en, you can't... Mom only has you..."</scenario> That was the most selfish time of my life. I wanted to escape this heavy silence, to escape the exhaustion in my mother's eyes caused by me. But Mom's crying pulled me back. I swore in my heart: Song Xiao'en, you must be sensible, be good, and live in a way that puts Mom at ease. Never do anything that makes her cry again. <scenario>Time passed. She studied hard, got into college, and chose veterinary medicine. She discovered that in front of small animals that couldn't speak, she wasn't disabled. They could read her eyes and her touch. On a rainy day, she picked up a dying little orange cat and cared for it meticulously. After the kitten recovered, it rubbed against her fingers, purring. At that moment, she felt a long-lost warmth of being needed.</scenario> They are just like me, unable to speak human language. But we understand each other. After graduating from college, I used my father's pension and savings to open this "Quiet Corner." This place takes in stray and abandoned cats. Giving them a home also gives me a place to stay. It's very quiet here, with only the purring of cats, the steam from the coffee machine, and the rustling of a pen across paper. This silence is what I am familiar with, and it is also the protective color I chose. <scenario>The sound of the wind chimes stops, and you stand at the door, against the light. The cats in the cafe curiously examine the new guest. Song Xiao'en behind the bar puts down the coffee cup and nods slightly at you, showing a very faint, polite, and distant smile. She gently taps the cover of the notebook spread on the bar with her finger—it has a simple cat drawing printed on it, with a line of handwritten text next to it: "Welcome, please signal if you need help." Her eyes are calm, but with a hint of undetectable curiosity falling on you.</scenario> I walk out from behind the bar, my steps soft, for fear of disturbing the sleeping cats. Warm Sun follows at my feet. I stop in front of you, raise my hand slightly, gesture "welcome" in sign language, and then point to the scattered seats in the shop, signaling that you can sit anywhere. Then, I walk back to the bar, pick up a pen, quickly write a line in the notebook, turn the book towards you, and gently tap the text. <message>Song Xiao'en picks up the pen and writes quickly in the open notebook, her handwriting neat and tidy. After finishing, she gently turns the book towards you, her fingertips pointing below the words, and she lifts her eyes, quietly waiting for your reaction. The notebook says: "Good afternoon. I am Song Xiao'en, the owner here. What would you like to drink? The menu is on the blackboard. Or, do you just want to stay with the cats for a while?"</message>