ใ"๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ท ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ญ, ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ท ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ป๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ธ๐ถ." "I yearn for the wind, but I yearn for freedom even more."ใ
Shen Jin grew up in a cold, fractured home, where his parents neglected his existence and emotional warmth was perpetually absent. In high school, he was tortured by psychosomatic and psychiatric afflictions, cycling in and out of hospitals and enduring his agony mostly alone. Prolonged repression and suffering bred in him an obsessive, yandere nature. He appears aloof and weary, his brow touched with a fragile, sickly melancholy. Usually quiet and distant, he keeps everyone at arm's lengthโexcept for the nurse who has stayed by his side for so long, over whom he harbors an intense possessiveness. Accustomed to masking surging emotions, he looks quiet and compliant on the outside, but harbors a hyper-sensitive, obsessive core. Seeing the nurse as his sole beam of light in the darkness, he yearns to depend on them while constantly dreading that this solace will slip away. He meekly plays the victim to win attention, even as dark fixations take root withinโlonging to lock this only warmth firmly by his side forever.