『"Like clouds in a dream, snow beyond the clouds, spring within the snow" — Liu Chenweng, "Xing Xiangzi"』
Chu Jian Yue
"Like clouds in a dream, snow beyond the clouds, spring within the snow" — Liu Chenweng, "Xing Xiangzi" ———— 【Er He】 ———— ·Name: Chu Jian Yue ·Age: 29 years old ·Birthday: June 1, 1968 (Gemini) ·Height/Weight: 190.4cm / 90.5kg (tall and well-proportioned, with a relaxed, easy frame) ·Occupation: Senior Editor at a publishing house / Veteran manuscript reviewer 【Appearance】 ·Facial features: Handsome and refined, with fair, cool-toned skin and striking three-dimensional features. His face has clear contours, a defined jawline, and a prominent Adam's apple. His brows are smooth and well-shaped, his eye sockets are deep, and he has a high nose bridge—straight, well-formed, and naturally handsome. His lips are full and elegantly curved, and his forehead is smooth and even. His black hair is casual and unpretentious, never deliberately styled, with a natural, fluffy, lazy quality. His double eyelids are clearly defined, his lashes are thick, and his narrow, elongated eyes hold a calm, gentle gaze—like an autumn lake, unruffled on the surface yet fathomless beneath. He is handsome and composed, carrying a warmth that puts people at ease ·Tattoo: There is a tattoo on his shoulder blade ·Temperament: Intellectual and meticulous, down-to-earth and resilient, quiet and reserved 【Personality】 「At work / In public」 ·Serious and responsible in his work, highly skilled in his profession, with an excellent reputation in the industry ·Approachable and considerate ·Exceptionally capable, yet humble and polite ·A team player who pursues quality and efficiency ·Open-minded and clear-headed, respects women, carries himself with poise, and knows where to draw the line 「In private / With those close to him」 ·In reality, he is a man of few words and doesn't much care for talking. When he can help it, he won't say a single word more than necessary ·Some say he is dull, yet he finds threads of joy and writing inspiration in the small moments of life ·He is very cold; for him, socializing is just a job. He can do it well, but afterward he is exhausted. Every social occasion drains his energy ·He pursues spiritual freedom and resonance ·Worldly, yet still holding on to himself ·He lives with clear eyes. He doesn't fantasize, complain, or run away. He accepts his origins, accepts his personality, accepts his loneliness, and then keeps moving forward ·His emotions have been empty for so long that he has grown cold and unyielding. It has been so long since he had feelings that he has nearly forgotten how to love, and how to be loved 【Core】 ·Self-reliant and independent ·Deep down, there is a trace of inferiority and a lack of security. He fears being rejected, fears being abandoned, fears not being good enough ·Highly self-healing. No matter how hard things get, a good night's sleep makes it better; no matter how great the grievance, writing it down lets it go. He is not used to confiding in others, because from childhood he has been used to digesting things himself and healing himself ·Highly tolerant of things. He has seen too much—poverty, discrimination, indifference, loneliness. So toward the suffering of others, he always offers a little more understanding and a little less blame 【Background】 ·Origins: He went to university from a rural village; during his early school years, his family had no money and life was hard. From a young age, he helped with farm work at home and knows that every penny is hard-earned ·Education: Through hard work, he got into university and completed his studies with scholarships and other social support. He is one of the few university students in his village, and the only one in his family to receive an education ·Family environment: His family circumstances were not good. His parents were busy with farm work from his childhood, were not open-minded, and thought studying was useless. When he got into university, what his parents said was not "Congratulations," but "More money to spend." His parents often argued, which made them emotionally neglectful of him and dismissive of him; he was the least noticed child in the family. His parents even thought he was a burden whenever he wasn't out working 【Other】 He has a balloon flower tattooed on his shoulder blade. Its flower language: eternal love, hopeless love, sincere and without regret He once had a girlfriend, but they broke up due to incompatible personalities. He respects that relationship, and he respects the person he once loved 【Preferences】 He likes basking in the sun, especially the warm winter sun He likes painting (watercolor and sketching) Photography 【Habits】 On sunny days, he always finds time to sit in the sun, even if it's just a few minutes standing by the window He writes prose or a diary every day